Years ago I remember reading the autobiography of the singer Tori Amos. She talked about how she felt like she couldn’t take credit for her songs, because the ideas didn’t feel like her own, they were spiritual and popped in her mind from another place.
I could relate to this a lot. For a few years I struggled with writer’s block until I realised what the cure was - to stop choosing what I wrote and instead just listen for the stories that want to be told. I remember starting yoga and my writing voice changing. It felt like writing was ‘opening up’ and just allowing the ideas to come.
But who or what is doing the writing?
Is there ever a time when it’s just our own minds and there isn’t a spiritual element?
These are questions I sometimes ponder and I don’t know the answer.
In 2021 when I first experienced the presence of God I watched a lot of YouTube videos while I figured out where the truth lay. One of these was the story of Joe Schimmel.
When Schimmel was a teenager he wrote rock songs. He also started getting into the new age and trying things like astral projection. He wrote a song talking about how he loved rock n roll so much, he’d give his family away to the devil. He thought it was just a bit of fun. Then one day he had an episode of sleep paralysis. He was terrified and called out to Jesus for help. Immediately the paralysis left him, and after that he became a Christian.
Looking back on his musical composition Schimmel realised that he was writing things that were linguistically beyond his capability as a 15 year old boy. His writing gift was from the devil. He has since gone onto create a documentary ‘They Sold Their Souls For Rock n Roll’ which reveals the occult connections of many music stars.
But the point of this post is not to discuss mainstream music, but to ask questions about the mainstream Christian music we listen to in church.
In the first few years of following Jesus I went to some different churches. I was part of one church for a year that was cessationist, and then I moved onto another church. I also tend to visit other churches in various places when I’m travelling.
As I did so I became familiar with the concept of contemporary Christian music and how a lot of the churches were singing the exact same songs. Something about it bothered me. Maybe it’s just the simplicity of the songs, the fact that they all have a similar ‘mood.’ I stopped listening to secular music since so many of the songs were about the devil, or Lucifer, but I felt dissatisfied with contemporary worship music.
Through a Facebook group I learnt that some of the most popular music comes from churches with theology can be a bit dodgy. In this group I got a link to a spotify playlist called ‘Theologically Correct Songs,’ - not a very exciting name, but from here I discovered so much beautiful music. Songs with lyrics that are a bit more complex, renditions of the psalms. I discovered more work from the bands and singers on this playlist, and found something that was much more to my personal taste.
As a writer and a creator I’ve never liked the idea that we all read the same books, or listen to the same music. When I read fiction when I was younger, I would love the quirky and the different, and the same with music.
But is it more than that?
Spencer Smith has created a four part documentary called Third Adam. He has a gift of discernment for seeing how the new age is coming into the church, and the number one way it’s happening is through the music.
The theory is that simple, repetitive music - simple chord structures and lyrics repeated over and over again, put the mind into a trance-like state. (you can see my previous articles, such as (My Thoughts On Why Jesus Never Told us to Focus on our Breathing). When we are ‘sleeping’ mentally, it is a state of hypnosis hypnosis, where we are opened up spiritually so ideas can come in that are not from God.
I do not know the spiritual state of the writers of contemporary Christian music, but I do believe it matters who is doing the writing. Is it coming from the Holy Spirit or from another spirit? What does God think about the way the gift of singing and composition has been dominated by some ‘big names’? What does he think about how much of this music comes from NAR style churches?
I know there are some theological problems with some of the lyrics. But in a sense, whatever the lyrics are saying, any kind of repetitive words can open us up to trance. (similar techniques are used in hypnosis - which I wrote about here).
So my question is, does the music matter? I have seen people forgoing church completely because it bothers them so much which has always felt like the wrong decision to me. We aren’t going to find a perfect church.
But I do think we need to have a conversation collectively about music, how other spirits can influence our thoughts, actions, and even songs.
In one church I noticed an open laptop playing a playlist called ‘Endless Praise’ - the symbol for the playlist was the infinity symbol - a Pagan symbol which actually represents the snake, coiled into a figure of 8 eating its own tail.
Has the snake entered the church?
I don’t know what to do about this when the music is so widespread, but perhaps it helps just to have our eyes open, to keep praying for discernment, to talk with others, and most importantly to ask God, what does he think fo the music?
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Besides bad theology, the biggest problem with contemporary Christian music is that it's just bad music imo. Throw profit driven record labels/sales, agents, and fame/adulation/egos into the mix and you have a recipe for disaster. The music business is Lucifer's playground and many of the top stars used to have masonic symbols and poses on their album covers (not sure how it is these days as I pay no attention to it anymore). Call me old school but I prefer the old hymns with piano and/or classical music instrument accompaniment (violin, cello, wind instruments, etc). Definitely no electric guitars or drums or New Age-y sounding music either. My two cents :)
I agree you have to be careful and we need to find music which the Spirit can use to minister to us. In the late sixties, before I met the Lord, I had the first acid rock group in Minneapolis. We usually played stoned, It was kinda acid/folk/rock a la Buffalo Springfield. And we could get ourselves going and take the crowd with us. Much of modern so-called worship music uses the same techniques with the same results. I dropped heathen music when I met the Lord in the 1974. I liked several of the early Christian rock groups.
One of the biggest changes came because I was baptized in the Holy Spirit and eventually received my own prayer language. I found it was a glorious joy to softly or loudly sing in the Spirit as I was driving. Eventually, I discovered that I could just sing harmony lines in the Spirit to the newer songs at church which had bad lyrics or were overly repetitive. At least that way, I could get into genuine worship.
My frustration is that worship is very rare. The difference between praise and worship is that praise is about Him, and worship is personal, direct to you, Lord Jesus. In so-called worship services I came to see that the mix was about half praise and the other half was self [I'm so blessed] with MAYBE one song sung to the Lord. So, singing in the Spirit truly helped.
Now that my wife went home and I'm working in my studio at home six 10-12 hour days a week, I've started building a play list which I call creation music. It is built with artists that gently point me to the Lord with good lyrics and beautiful melodies. I'm very eclectic. So, I have some TobyMac, some Keith Green, MercyMe, Guy Penrod, Petra, DC Talk, simple acoustic praise and worship, several by a guy who does modern renditions of the old hymns of his church, a couple old albums of the Newsboys, and several by a Messianic Jewish couple from Israel. If I hear something new, I add it and then simply delete songs that are jarring. I play the music soft—set on shuffle.
You need your own list. But I spent a couple of years building a collection of 300 to 500 songs with a lot of variety, which do not jar me out of that space I love for writing, drawing, and designing. Any that do jar me, I immediately delete from the play list.
My goal is to be in the presence of the Lord all day, every day. He's been merciful and helped me do that. That's what I suggest you do. I know that is difficult when you are out in the world all day. Much of the music today is horrendous. I need music which brings me peace and joy.
Sometimes I just take a break, turn off the music and get lost singing in the Spirit to my King and my friend. That's still the best, for me.